Hayden is 5!

 " I constantly go between wanting you to be my baby forever and being excited about all the amazing things you'll do in life." {unknown} 

I seriously cannot believe that my firstborn son is 5...FIVE! It honestly has and makes me cry. I want him to be my baby forever, I want him to be innocent, I want him to never get his heart broken, I want him in a bubble. Obviously that's completely unrealistic. He will get his heartbroken, he won't be innocent forever, and I can't put him in a bubble. Dang it. I am so proud of him. So proud of the little boy he has become. He is the best, biggest brother to William and I know he will be amazing to Kashtyn. He has a heart of gold, he's a leader, he is a hugger and he loves hard. Constantly telling me he loves me, giving me hugs and telling me I am the best mom ever. So thankful that God gave me him. 

 Hayden, I hope and pray that you cling on to those qualitys. That you strive to be a man of God, that you love all people. That you work hard, and give everything that you do your very best. I love you.  

Happy Birthday Hayden! I love you Pookie Poo, Mr. Macaroni head!

Ps: He finished his canskate program a few weeks ago and he got Canskater of the year! Super proud moment.