Thankful.

This last week and half have not been easy. It's been brutal. But I feel that sometimes I let the negativity take over and become miserable, stressed and just not a fun person to be around! This is why this afternoon I decided to look at the positive and think of the things I am thankful for! Like: 

1) my mom. She came out this weekend/week and was the biggest help!  She played with the boys like crazy, she helped with Kash, she took care of housework, and she kept me level headed! 

2) Dave. He kicked me out of the room last night and told me to sleep upstairs. Reason being Kash wouldn't stop crying and I was loosing it. Dave took care of him all night while I slept! 

3) my sister. She came over lots this week. And honestly I have not laughed that hard in a long time!! It felt so good! 

4) Hayden and William. They have been so understanding. They have been listening so good, and when I need help they are more than willing. 

5) my mom and dad and Dave's parents that come over with bags of formula, and food so I don't need to cook. 

6) and lastly prayer and grace. 

I feel the prayers that people are praying. There are moments during the day where I feel like I'm going to loose it and all of sudden I feel peace and patience take over. And I know that is the prayers and God. I honestly could not have done this without God. I lean on him so much to help me get through the day. He has shown me so much grace and forgiveness, I feel so overwhelmed. So, if you are praying for us, thank you so much!! 

By remembering all these things the day seems to go by faster, the home is more happy, and I feel that maybe just maybe I'm getting my sanity back. Again, prayers are always welcomed!