Am I doing enough?

Every night I go to bed and the same questions run through my mind. 

Did I love my boys enough today? 

Did they feel that love? 

Did I play enough with them? 

Did I discipline them enough? 

Did I say "I love you" enough? 

Did I teach them enough? 

Every. Single. Night. 

And it can get exhausting. Always second guessing yourself, always being hard on myself. 

I want them to grow up knowing that they can come to me about everything and anything. I want them to know that it doesn't matter what they have done or will do I will always love them. I want them to know that I support their dreams and goals. And most importantly I want them to know that they are loved by me and our Heavenly Father. I want them to know that even in my darkest, loneliest day,  I love them. I want them to know that I am trying my best and will never give up on them or myself. And on the days where I may get angry, snap, and raise my voice to them, I still love them. 

Bottom line: I want my boys to know that I love them and I am trying my very best at being the Mama they need me to be. 

And I think by me trying and doing my very best is enough. Day by day. 

                As good as it gets!